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Girl broken, under maintenance.

The life of a girl who's wings are bandaged.

I love Johnny Depp, Rachel McAdams,and Helena Bonham Carter!! (If you don't know who any of those people are, you are DEAD to me) :] I don't really fall under a clique or special group, mainly cuz I hate preps and all the other "emos" think I'm weird and a poseur... Maybe I am weird and a poseur, but at least I have a small group (and I mean small) of people who care about me. (and I am not emo, I don't cut myself. Ouch.) Even though I have this great life and great people who care, I just don't. I don't care about anything anymore and I feel like I need to jump in a hole and stay there for a long time until I make it out of high school and can get rid of all this... crap? No crap isn't the word I am looking for. I'm not sure what I'm looking for. I'm not sure of anything anymore, and I'm not sure I care. I have all these emotions locked up inside me ad I have no way of releasing them. No, I'm not going to do something stupid and kill myself of cut or hurt myself. I'm just going to wait and see what happens. I don't need help and I don't want help... Yet. I will talk to you and if you need to talk to me, I am always open for business... I love all my friends, but I'm so sick of my life. Not sure what else to say. Yes I believe personally that I am psycho, but most people thing I'm just a drama queen. Again, I don't care. Stay peaceful my loves and good karma to you... *hums a little tune, simply to herself*